sizzle

I sit on the seat with my head throbbing throbbing throbbing…
Mind racing and the anger burns burns burns…
To add, synergizing with another’s made my brooding moral.
I get spasms of fury as things replay in my mind like a spoilt recorder
As I heat up in a juxtaposing air-conditioned condition.
My heart sank as my mind elevated to a place beyond the cosmos.

I thought of things so clearly at the moment;
So much perspective…
So perfectly the sense…
So much perception…
So much emotion…
But all I hold back down here on earth is clenched fists.
I rave and rave in my soul
Playing with the drips of pain
And splattering it all over others.
I managed to pull away the syringe in my skin,
And managed to sizzle down
For the moment.